There will be a room in my house...

Like this : Muahahaha
Only thing I'd add to it is this:

And I'd sit at the front of the room and command my minions to execute all who have failed me.

Feeling LOCA!

-A

I am very aware of what is going on. I am not Naive:

I know that when it comes to this election; that in any political matter... The better choice is Obama. He is only the lesser of two evils to most, but to me He'd save us from a lot of extra hardships and maybe slightly reform our nation. I feel if McCain gets elected he will attack a communist country and in turn they will all unite and wreak havoc on our small land.
These next videos are two reasons I heard people say they were NOT going to vote because of. It is my own belief that these are the reasons you should indeed vote... in record breaking numbers, so there is no doubt who the real winner is.

1: America receeding into Marshall Law:


2: Our votes don't "Matter:"



Now remember, what I am saying is that with all this crap and how our world is falling apart; those are reasons you NEED to vote.

-A

Fuck It All

The best way to be is strong. I don't know how to do it, how to stop caring, how to stop tears, how not to love, how not to want. But I do know that emotion free, is the way to be. The things and people that give you so much joy also bring much pain. So why even open up the wound? The bad thing is that when a person becomes this statue like resemblance of what a human is, you hurt others. You may even end up turing them into something exactly like you. You may hurt a person irrevocably. That is exactly what I do not want to do. I do not want to make a potentially good person into a cold one. It is basically what is happening to me now.

-A

I get like 0 comments....

...except for this one person who constantly comments Anonomously named "n." I have a message for "n": If you don't not put a proper name, e-mail address or website for me to identify you with in the comment section... I am going to disable anonymous comments. I get some Harassing assholes whose comments I have to constantly delete. Oh and does anyone have any ideas on what I should do to make my blog better or more interesting? I am open to all critisim. Also if anyone has any ides on how I could gain more readers or more hits, I'de be much obliged to accept those also. Anddd does anyone know where KLEP went? I gets no blog love anymore :(...

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Is Poverty Inherited?

"State Representative John LaBruzzo of Metairiesaid many of his constituents are tired of paying for children from
poor families and that is why he is considering proposing legislation
that would pay women on government assistance $1,000 if they choose to
be sterilized.

“You have these people who are just fed up
with working their buns off to try to provide for their own family and
being forced by the government o provide for others’ families who just
want to have unlimited kids,” he said.

LaBruzzo said he is studying voluntary sterilization for women whose sole financial support comes from the government in the form of welfare or other public
assistance. His idea would be to give the women $1,000 if they had
their tubes tied.

His proposal has come under harsh criticism by some civil rights groups.

The ACLU called it a misguided and mean-spirited attempt to eliminate poverty by eliminating the poor.

LaBruzzo said his office has been flooded by emails, many supporting his position.


“We have more in favor, saying, ‘good job, keep it going.’” he said. “Of
course we have a lot saying you’re going in the wrong direction.”

LaBruzzo said that in addition to the sterilization of women, he would consider
vasectomies for welfare dads and tax incentives for higher income
families with children in private
schools."

Source: WWLTV

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I honestly don't know how I feel about this at the moment. I 've always made a joke that there should be a mandatory parenting class and maybe a test that women should have to pass before having children. I joke that until the time they are of age and able to take the test and class; they should be on MANDATORY birth control. I know this isn't necessarily politically or humanly correct; yet how many retards do you know that have kids and continue to bring them into the world? I specifically know of one female in my building who is very poor and on welfare and clinically diagnosed with a form of down syndrome. Yet she gave birth to one child last year and has a premature newborn now in the hospital hardly surviving and about to get a liver transplant. This girl is filthy. I mean so filthy, she was diagnosed with chlamydia and after two years and two kids...never treated it. She doesn't even remember to feed the older child sometimes. When she does the milk is sometimes spoiled. She has an abusive, immigrant man as the children's father. He constantly beats her and is always screaming. He has even threatened to kill her and the baby if she didn't give him food stamps to sell for drugs. This mother fucker is the only Mexican I know with kids, that will not try to get a job to save his or his kids lives. I know all of this because, my best friend/ex-boyfriend/who knows?, Mom is basically a charity worker and tries to help the girl as much as she can. The girl of topic's first child is an Angel. A very cute little boy with no disabilities and a great personality. He is a very well mannered baby and never cries or has fits. Had he not been born into this situation, he could be a very smart and successful man one day. I even found myself wanting to help the baby, (not the mother), as much as possible and occasionally baby-sat him. The only time I've heard this child cry was in his sleep. I think its because of all the violence and screaming in his home. He all of sudden sat up in his sleep one day in my house and began to wail like a very traumatized person.
That officially was the day I felt I needed to take some personal responsibility for this kids well being. I can only imagine if this girl was to bring home her newborn after a major surgery, if that baby would survive.

Now with this example in mind... what the fuck can we do about the ever growing population and the ever decreasing economy?
If the government were to ever get control of a woman's right to have children, I'm sure it would be a big problem. No woman would agree to it because the powers that be, don't necessarily understand us or our needs. Anything that is government regulated almost always goes bad. It is a woman's given right to be able to chose when and how she may have her baby. You take that away and it's like taking what makes us women away. Yet and still, I am also tired of supporting perfectly healthy and capable women with my tax dollars. Women who should get their asses out of the breeding bed and go to work!

In all I feel we need a better government. A government that is actually able to carry out well thought up plans to help any issues like this. We need more money for more programs that teach and train women to care for children. Job programs and a better economy would also help. If these people who are down and out just continue to have children and at younger ages than ever in history... without some sort of change in that vicious cycle... it will affect the future in a harsh way. I already see most of my peers and younger youth not really giving a fuck about what goes on in the world... imagine if we become a crumbling nation and global warming starts to set in and in 20 years our population doubles but our hired rate goes down? Will every child born into a fucked up life eventually get the right education and be able to cope? Be able to help? Chances are that only 10% will. I'm not saying you have to continue the life you're brought into, but changing your life drastically while you still in the gutter is very, very hard. Especially if the only thing you know is what your parents have been and are still teaching you, but are uneducated themselves.

Education is the key to our futures but the government is only cutting more funding for that, to bail out conglomerates. I don't know what the solution could be honestly but... I don't think I want to bring a kid into this world or at least America until "The State of The Union," is muuuuch better.

-A

NEWS FLASH!

America is falling to shit!

Im out to Iceland or Finland if it gets any worse.

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OBAMA! OBAMA! OBAMA!
My Only words of advice if you need a wake up call: Watch Bill Maher.

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They Didn't Attack Us

Below is a movie about the Bush Administration's war in (on) Iraq. The movie can be seen in its entirety in this one clip, so if you don't have an hour and forty one minutes right now... Just get back to it when you can. My own views on 9-11 can be found on my very first blog posting on my Myspace page to the right. This movie IS NOT ABOUT 9-11. It is about all the planning that went into "The War" before hand and the strategy used to conduct it. Actually it is about the lack of those adjectives and how the American public was shielded from that. It is a shame we are represented by such Anarchists, but like Klep says " He is not my President." And never was.

Get out there and vote on Nov. 2nd my friends. I just read a study that said the youth hold the swing vote. And anyone who reads this blog is a Liberal Democrat or maybe even an Independent who wastes votes... But I'm sure you're not Republican... SO VOTE COT' DAMNIT!

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Obama! Obama! Obama!

-A

IDK, I'm feeling LOCA.

I feel like getting on here and saying "FUCK THE WORLD! YOU'RE ALL HOPELESS!"
But that's not true, there are still a LOT of good people out there. Not a huge majority...
But still enough for me not to say "FUCK EVERYONE!"

Like my friends for instance:

My friends are assholes sometimes to other people, but have never really shitted on me, so I can't complain about them.
And occasionally I cross paths with other people who are genuinely cool and chill and sincere enough that they become friends with me anyway... So case in point is; that we only like people who are like us. Maybe not exactly like you or me, but you both agree on enough topics that you do not HATE or LOATHE each other.

Family is also another good "no, they're cool" example:

They may be crazy and you may not always agree on everything, but (if your family isn't a Jerry Springer case), then you should appreciate them. You should make them a part of your life because they are really the only ones who are capable of having any real love for you. We might not all find our own soul-mates and make a beautiful family of our own, so appreciating the family we do have, while they are still here, is something I recommend any person coming into adult hood do. They should fall outside of any other standards you have to love someone, because they're your family. They should always be forgiven, unless like I said; ya'll on some fucked up, Jerry Springer, "I have issues, I need therapy," shit. And if that is the case, you better be a damn strong person and build your life up again and keep it moving... I'm sure with therapy and money and an education you'll be fine. You'd just need to get passed it.

As far as everyone else:

How do you deal? I don't know. I really don't. I don't know what to do with people that betray you. But I do know that when you have yourself put together and you don't need or depend on anyone... that those people don't matter. Mentally you may doubt yourself, but you shouldn't. You have managed to get to an independent state in life and should be knowledgeable enough to know how to make yourself feel better... Go shopping, clean the house, take a drive, go to the shooting range, go to the gym, go play some baseballl, go watch a game, go to a museum, go to a spa, go on vacay, have sex (with protection on, because that leads to a whole other mess if not done safely), well maybe not even sex because getting on to a whole other post on "Significant Others"... needs to be saved for later on. Because that, that my friends I have not figured out... We can all front about those situations like hard ass mother fuckers but we ALL know the deal. Even the most cocky artists who are unfazed by weakness drop Heartache albums.

-A
"I'm good homie, more or less
Just gotta thank God
I'm Fresh."

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And then Q drops some shit and there is hope in the world:

What's Really Happening all Across America:

True Life: Im Addicted To Crystal Meth.
FULL SUMMARY
"Crystal meth is the most popular drug among young people in America, attracting more than 12 million people a year to try it. Highly addictive and cheap, Meth is a drug that wreaks havoc on its users, as well as lives of friends and family. Meth addicts quickly lose touch with reality and care about only one thing: their next fix. In this episode of True Life we meet several young people whose lives have been taken over by the drug and will explore the challenges they face trying to rid themselves of their addiction.

Ashlee, 21, lives in Fort Worth, Texas, and first tried crystal meth at the age of 14. She and boyfriend Brandon lived with her parents until a falling out split them up. With her life spinning out of control, Ashlee binges every few hours for days at a time and moves in with her friend, Paula, whose boyfriend has left and taken her children because of her drug use.

When their stash runs low, a desperate Paula takes to selling her body for any drugs she can get her hands on, even if she's unsure of what they are. After watching Paula's addiction get the best of her, Ashlee begs her mom to let her come home. Although they bump heads initially, they are eventually able to find common ground once Ashlee proves she can remain meth free. Ashlee's mother even allows Brandon to move back into the house so that the youngcouple can restart their relationship clean and sober.

Bryan, 27, has been living for nearly a year in Santa Barbara, Calif., with his 19-year-old fiance Jessica. Bryan has been using crystal meth every day in "mass amounts" for the past three years and has finally received an ultimatum from Jessica: either he gets sober, gets a sponsor and gets a job or they're finished.

When Jessica forces him out of the house until he's back on the straight and narrow, it's not long before Bryan resorts to buying $100 dollars worth of meth. Quickly realizing the error of his ways, he flushes his drugs down the toilet, turning instead to coffee as his new legal vice. Bryan is eventually successful in finding a sponsor, and soon after applies for a job with the city as a parks supervisor.

After a week of sobriety Bryan is able to test negative for crystal meth and is welcomed back into his home by his fiance. Ironically, after five weeks of sobriety, Jessica, who has now decided she wants to hold off on marriage, is the one who falls back into her old drug habits. Bryan stands by her as she tries to kick, but weeks later Jessica admits she's been doing cocaine and cheating on Bryan with her dealer. Although he admits he would have never quit crystal meth without Jessica's ultimatum, the two break up, but remain friends. Now fully sober, Bryan comes to the realization that crystal meth stopped him from living his life."

MTV's True Life - I'm Addicted To Crystal Meth - Part 3

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No, I myself have never used Crystal Meth or any other drug besides Ganja... Nor do I encourage anyone else to try any drug. All Drugs are addictive, including coffee, liquor, and tabacco.
-A

I'm Watching Atonement...

... and I haven't a clue as to why.They don't make em' like they used to:


I guess women really do end up watching unbelievably boring and emotional movies when they are alone long enough.
Muahahaha.

I went out recently with some female friends to movies. I figured we'd all agree upon a decent movie because after all there are a million comedies out.
But No, they picked:
THE SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING PANTS 2.

Dude, they numbered this movie, commooooon... they didn't even bother to think of a name for a "Second Chapter."

I complained about the movie enough that my peers definately got the point.
I busted out laughing in the most "emotional" parts and pointed out a lot of bullshit.
In all I made that movie funny as hell... my homegirls mostly pointed out how HOT the only hot guy in the whole damn movie was and how sad a certain characters situation was.

Barf. Movie was B.A.D.

Atonement is better to look at because it is a period piece and I'm a sucker for that, (I've watched the Elizabeth "First Queen of England" movies), but even Atonement; like a lot of other chick flics; pretty much sucks balls. Fuck all this sappy shit. It ends up being VERY BAD acting except for one or two actors.

I rather watch Goodfellas again; or Angelina Jolie Curve Bullets.

-A

Feminist Everywhere UNITE!

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Let's get Blooooowwn

I am SMOKING THE FATTEST BLUNT I have ever had in my life. And I need to. I about to get real pastor like on the blog. I'm about to start preaching in like 20 mins. Time to keep it real when something is bothering me enough.

-A

Listen UP!

"...Had it up to here, don't want to pressure you dear..." BUT FUCK THAT! I AM TIRED!
-Cassie "Official Girl"

Sappy, I know, but I sooo feel her. Fuck people who take a good thing for granted. Look at her face, and even she's having that problem with Diddy right now. Lmao.

-A

I Don't Post What's New...

... I post stuff that I like.
Stuff that adds to my finer taste in things.
SO yeah, that might be an exclusive new track, but if I don't like it... It ain't on here.

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And um I have news for a certain few: NOTHING IS EXCLUSIVE!
Im sure I can find that same "new music" some people received in their "inboxes," on about seven other blogs with actual time stamps on the post...
So sometimes your a little late. But that's ok... relax and go take a nap.

-A

Grinding?

On here?
Nah.
In real life?
Not even.
If I was I'de be on vacay right now, not even typing this.

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Point Being: If I was getting paid for this shit, I'de go in and post everything that goes on "Up there."
And it's not like I'm typing for a colum and getting ups or getting any kind of rec here.

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So if ya lub me, stayed tuned...You know I'll be dropping more knowledge soon. Pause.

-A

I was wondering Where This Went...

...cause I remember seeing heavy advertising for it on MySpace like 4 months back.
I am a sucka for anything Angelina Jolie... and this may be a movie with little dialogue , but I am sooo in there opening night!

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_Morgan freeman had the perfect narrator's voice.
_During the beginning of the trailer, don't you feel like the boy is suppposed to yell out "HEY YOU'RE ANGELINA JOLIE!" ? she looked super done up.
But besides that, it was pretty FUCKING AWESOME. BAD ASS bitches rule! woooo! (In my best white girl from Long Island Voice).
Yo, but fo' real. Im sitting here maaad pumped. I wanna get on a motorcycle and shoot hired assassins.

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"you see the stuff I like, I shouldn't be wondering why my dreams are so retarded."

-A

I know I am late, and this has BEEN done already, but...

I was on my routine hiatus and did not get to comment on this. First watch it, and then read:

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1. This "Second version" was made before the "first" one and never got an OK from Kanye to be released. With that said, if you think it's shitty, you were not supposed to see it.

2. Living a fast life=You coming home dropping the keys to your 6 million dollar loft in the meat packing district and thugs grab you up and possibly rape you? Nah, I call bullshit. Her life seemed pretty rad and meaningless if you ask me, but why THAT ending? Could we not think of something better as the ending for a pretty girl?

3. Kanye, will you please stop spending so much time making videos for one particular single and maybe work on some OFFICIAL releases for another track off the album? Maybe an "I Wonder" official video? Nah, don't even touch that one, you'de probably ruin it for me.

4. I am an Art fan and I love the "Flashing Lights" video where Kanye gets shoveled to death at the end... BUT... c'mon. Can we have a normal video that we can see on MTV? Like maybe Kanye in a hotel room while "she's in the mirror dancing so sleazy?" And then He gets the call from wifey like "Where are you Yeezy?" Then him and the model go to a vegas club, (since he seems to love the dessert so much), where there are actual FLASHING LIGHTS. And then maybe wifey can come and murk Kanye and the other model off, since he seems to need some sort of suffering in the videos for this song. Ah, it could have been done better.

I'm not hating, the concept was cool, but I feel it was unnecessary. It makes sense with the last verse of the song, yes Andre, I agree that it does. It does show things getting really low for a girl who is not necessarily leaving a good lifestyle... but I am tired of women being subjected to abuse as a result of being vulnerable. In a real world situation don't you think the girl would have taken a cab home and it would have dropped her off right in front of her house? Or maybe the driver that took her in the first place? Hmmm, maybe these broads don't use drivers, cause los Lindsays and Parises have money for drivers and don't use them. But anyway it's just honestly a cliche' extreme low for a woman and it really isn't that common in New York City anymore, people are actually out on the streets... It isn't 92'. Maybe I'm being ignorant to the abuse of women, but I don't want to be the victim anymore. And as a female, I'm tired of male directors and artists alike representing women as exactly that constantly.

But, then again..."This "Second version" was made before the "first" one and never got an OK from Kanye to be released. With that said, if you think it's shitty, you were not supposed to see it."

PFT.

-A

Ok, so At least I'm Not this bad:

WTF? What are they on? I'm sure it's a cocktail of sorts.
Well I may be an addict, but I am not at this low, low, low point of life. I wish that such an iconic woman would get her life together and stop being such a waste. I'm tired of broads not knowing their own full value and potential.

-A

The Return?

Nah, This is something new. This is the re-birth.
This last week got me thinking and changing. I've Morphed into a much more capable and determined A.
Albeit a little harder and colder too. But the water falling this morning was my baptism and I will never be the girl I was 4 years ago. But that's growing right? You get wiser and change. So I've changed and in my view... For The Better.
Fuck Lames. Step Up Your Life Game.




-A

Ill Doctrine

I got put on to this guy's blog, through a fellow blogger's link roll.
He spits some real knowledge though, so listen up...

Catch more of him at www.illdoctrine.com

-A