Someone wants to know wtf I'm talking about...

...I'm just tired. Lack of motivation, liars, cheaters, sinners and squares are all messing up my mental. I have started to feel bleak about the human condition. Yes the smart "Mavericks" of the world all smile and make believe that if you don't think about it, it doesn't exist... but I know better.

People do not know what they want and everything is a phase. We all do exactly what WE want; not what THEY want. I'm being vague and skipping details on my own personal life because I am Private, but....... We all have our very cynical days when people disappoint and nothing seems to satisfy a deep craving you seem to suddenly have.

This is when I wish I had a full production studio, with an engineer (for technicalities) and an 80 Piece Orchestra .

Lets relate this to a sound and the focus it on an artist:
RadioHead:




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Feminist Everywhere UNITE!

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WTF?

Don't feed into this!


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Goodfellas and A walk w/ E$

... is what my night will consist of... might be back for my unfinished postings...
Heavy contemplating.

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Let's get Blooooowwn

I am SMOKING THE FATTEST BLUNT I have ever had in my life. And I need to. I about to get real pastor like on the blog. I'm about to start preaching in like 20 mins. Time to keep it real when something is bothering me enough.

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Been Up In The Clouds...

...time to come back down.

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Someone's going to steal this:

Davina: "So Good"
Had This On A Mountain Dew Promotional CD Circa 97'

Still have it in my ipod from that cd,

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Duuude, This Is Up The Block From The Home Depot

Not to Mention N.13th blatantly titled in the background 2:38 in: Lol, they ride us hard.

The Slums...Hah, This nigga Joel knows everyone btw, don't sleep. He still lives in Cooper.

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Needs Attention:

Fuck Yeah< Such My Balls.

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Lindsey BlowHan(d) ::UNEDITED::

Yep, so was just driving down the Bowery about to go to my Favorite Cuban Restaurant (Agozar)... I turn down Great Jones Street to look for parking and who is standing to me left? Lindsey fucking Lohan, idk I always thought maybe the little coke head that could, was a good actrees and believed she was one of our generation's screen sirens. She always looks fierce when ready for pics, but oh damn, shorty looked GRUNGY... but still pretty ass Lindsey Lohan. I must say she looked pretty normal walking around soho with her lover, looking like she hadn't showered in 3 days. Im sure if you check reports for where she was this past weekend, you'd see she was indeed in New York, so I'm not bugging. Anyway, me and the person I was with felt pretty happy for her that she was able to walk down the street without a million flashing bulbs blocking her vision. So at first we weren't even going to bother with the pic... but then I realized, hey, that's "Fire Crotch," and she's looking like an anorexic hipster from The North Side of Willly B', and I do have a blog.... AND I'M MISSING THIS! So I went to snap a pic right in front of her face cause we turned the corner in front of her, and MY FRIEND blocked it! Said that I was being cruel, that I should at least ask at first, and I'm not going to go into what I did or said after... but I was pissed to say the least. Anyway this is what I did catch. She had on cute gladiator sandals: