There will be a room in my house...

Like this : Muahahaha
Only thing I'd add to it is this:

And I'd sit at the front of the room and command my minions to execute all who have failed me.

Feeling LOCA!

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Fuck It All

The best way to be is strong. I don't know how to do it, how to stop caring, how to stop tears, how not to love, how not to want. But I do know that emotion free, is the way to be. The things and people that give you so much joy also bring much pain. So why even open up the wound? The bad thing is that when a person becomes this statue like resemblance of what a human is, you hurt others. You may even end up turing them into something exactly like you. You may hurt a person irrevocably. That is exactly what I do not want to do. I do not want to make a potentially good person into a cold one. It is basically what is happening to me now.

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Why?

I was recently talking Erica about the craze of skin bleaching and how woman all over the world do not want to accept their beutifully golden and deep complexions. Maybe I shouldn't speak on this beacause I myself am slightly pale. But I am of an ethnic background. To me the darker your skin, the more you can be proud of your deep roots and history of culture and heritage in your ethnicity. which is way I could never agree with Woman changing themselves drastically from what God (or nature if your prefer) made them to be.

And this doesn't even touch upon Oriental skin bleaching.

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I got another angry comment.

I am not a racist, nor do I hate any foreign country or foreigner from any said country. The comment I received did not even imply that I was any of the prior statements but I just want to reaffirm that quickly. The comment said that, "my fears towards india were grossly unjust," and that I "should grow balls before I asked for them to be sucked."

This person took my "Congress just let Bush send Nuclear Intelligence to ASIA. (period) post waaay to serious and to the heart. I gather the commentator was probably either Indian or Chinese being the name it was sent under was "mojad" or something else... maybe replace the J with a T? Jesus I wish I remembered, but I was annoyed and deleted it quickly.

I feel this person was going way to hard for being just a "browser," and that I was NOT going to do comment section wars EVER on my blog. This guy is probably autistic with OCD and me aurguing back will just fuel more "anonymous" comments.

I mean if you didn't care who I was then why come view my own opinions on MY blog? Save your view for your own Blog. But wait, this is why I realized the "no anonymous comments," options was created. It would assure that no one that didn't have a blog or at least wanted to eventually create a blog, be able to comment. I mean sure you could make up a random profile but whyyy are you crazy and feel the need to designate multiple personalities for yourself?

I may not use my real name on here for stalker reasons, but my Myspace page is linked in the ANSWERS sections of my Blog to the right. I may not always have my a picture of myself as a default, but that's because how I look may distract you from simply LISTENING and understanding what I have to say. People usually think im trying to hide something... Trust me my friends... I am not, and once you pass the Stalker buffer zone you'd see for yourself. Am I going to make a blog roll for "People who have actually witnessed the phenomena that is A," just so you can hit them up? No cause I could care less about Anal Retentive web "browsers." Can you believe this person "who reads" so well doesn't get my Cartman "Suck My Balls" shindig?
I could go on and on but I will NOT.

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Back to India:
The Current Megapod below shows some reason why I feel the way I do about about sending Nuclear intelligence to India. It also shows some reason America's own job force is low. I do not go against America bringing real oppurtunity to Any nation, but I feel the oppurtunity shoulkd be carried out in their own country advancing there own lifestyle and economy. It should never take away from ours just so Big Company execs can make more money. That is the equivalent of paying Coffee bean growers in Ethiopia $0.12 a pound and it in turn making $230.00 retail. Watch the video below, to me India looks like any vulnerable country either on the cusp of something wonderful or terribly wrong. Western influence on Eastern cultures do not always go well and some times those extremely lower classes, or people who were left behind, go against Leaders. I am in no way saying India is the next Pakistan, but what I was saying in that India post was that they are very fucking close by. Destinations magazine doesn't even recommend the North Western most parts of India because many insurgents have moved east into that border between India and Pakistan. These are just geographical facts.

Lastly before you see this video, how could you tell me that basing my opinion on the matter, on one article was wrong when you based your opinion or lack of opinion on TWO articles?! Oh wow, big woopie for you. All you kept saying, Mr. I have no link to information about myself on the internet... was that China and Pakistan are dangerous, only reaffirming my beliefe that sending ANY kind of possibly destructive intelligence from America to Asia is probably not the best Idea.

:: Catches breathe::
NOW Finally, WATCH THIS:


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AGAIN:

A message to all ""s

If you have the Balls to talk smack on here, please have the balls to say who you are. AND PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU ARE INDEED VERY MUCH CORRECT in your statement, because if you are not and you're trying to play me.... well then who's laughing now?

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Congress just let bush send Nuclear intelligence to ASIA. (Period)

Who's closer? The US, or China and Pakistan who are said to be very angered by this deal?:

WASHINGTON (Reuters) - The Congress has approved a landmark deal ending
a three-decade ban on U.S. nuclear trade with India, unleashing billions of dollars of investment and drawing the world's biggest democracy closer to the West.

The vote hands a victory to President George W. Bush on a top foreign policy priority, and will be welcomed by Indian Prime MinisterManmohan Singh who fought hard for the deal.

Final approval came late on Wednesday when the Senate voted 86-13 to ratify the agreement, sending the legislation to Bush to sign into law. The move came just ahead of an expected trip to India this weekend by Secretary of StateCondoleezza Rice.

Bush said he looked forward to signing the bill.

"This legislation will strengthen our global nuclear non-proliferation efforts, protect the environment, create jobs, and assist India in meeting its growing energy needs in a responsible manner," Bush said in a statement.

The Bush administration says the pact will secure a strategic partnership with the world's second most populous nation, help India meet rising energy demand and open a market worth billions.

For India, it will cap a gradual rapprochement with the West since the days of socialist self-reliance, a process that began with economic reforms in the 1990s and has gathered pace with the spread of wealth and Western culture ever since.

"It is ... politically significant because it removes the last obstacle for strong India-U.S. relations... it is the final breakthrough in making India a strategic partner with the U.S.,"Rajesh Basrur, who teaches nuclear politics at Singapore's S. Rajaratnam School of International Studies, said on Thursday.

But critics say the deal does grave damage to global efforts to contain the spread of nuclear weapons, by letting India import nuclear fuel and technology even though it has tested nuclear weapons and never signed the Non-Proliferation Treaty (NPT).

Read Rest of Article HERE.

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What?Why? How? WHO?: Bush of course. If you read the entire article, you see how they point out that Bush was pushing to get this passed before January. In a rush like everything else he's ever put into effect. I always said he and his regime of officials, would do as much; if not more damage to our nation in his last year in office. Why would you send Nuclear technology to a country that recently sold "Sensitive Missile Intelligence," to Iran. Iran being a country that wants to blow us the fuck up following behind North Korea; and only just ahead of Pakistan in their hatred of the U.S. Now with all of those countries being in Asia, and being how they all are physically connected... do you think India's loyalty to the US is that strong? So strong they won't sell it off?

Well um, Bush doesn't care because big ass, republican run, companies such as G.E. plan to be the ones to supply those Nuclear power plants. Which mean "$ signs," for America and big wig execs.

America also does not want to fall behind in the rat race for Billions of Dollars worth of revenue in this Field. France and Russia have also sealed deals to bring energy and power plants to India. I guess Bush knows something we don't and is sure that no one will ever attack the US again. Well besides our own government of course.
:D

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NEWS FLASH!

America is falling to shit!

Im out to Iceland or Finland if it gets any worse.

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OBAMA! OBAMA! OBAMA!
My Only words of advice if you need a wake up call: Watch Bill Maher.

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They Didn't Attack Us

Below is a movie about the Bush Administration's war in (on) Iraq. The movie can be seen in its entirety in this one clip, so if you don't have an hour and forty one minutes right now... Just get back to it when you can. My own views on 9-11 can be found on my very first blog posting on my Myspace page to the right. This movie IS NOT ABOUT 9-11. It is about all the planning that went into "The War" before hand and the strategy used to conduct it. Actually it is about the lack of those adjectives and how the American public was shielded from that. It is a shame we are represented by such Anarchists, but like Klep says " He is not my President." And never was.

Get out there and vote on Nov. 2nd my friends. I just read a study that said the youth hold the swing vote. And anyone who reads this blog is a Liberal Democrat or maybe even an Independent who wastes votes... But I'm sure you're not Republican... SO VOTE COT' DAMNIT!

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Obama! Obama! Obama!

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My Bloggin Skills Currently...

... suck balls. I've been hard at work looking for a 9-5 gig and I finally got one. I'm not sure if this means more or less blogging, buuuut: I ain't comin back til' I have actual content. Fuck this, the new comers have been on point and on grind , while I'm falling off. I'll be back like Kim Kardash though... So don't sleep.

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Oh, AND
STOP JOCKIN! Find your own cotdamn Graphs! Unorignial ass moa' fuckas'.

It's Been Very Political Here

And it's not going to stop:
I came across a story today about the McCain/Palin regime's view on Sexual Education:

"McCain's record on issues surrounding teen pregnancy and contraceptives during his more than two decades in the Senate indicates that he and Palin have similar views. Until Monday, when the subject surfaced in a deeply personal manner, teen pregnancy and sex education were not issues in the national political campaign.

Palin herself said she opposes funding sexual-education programs in Alaska.

"The explicit sex-ed programs will not find my support," she wrote in a 2006 questionnaire distributed among gubernatorial candidates.

McCain's position on contraceptives and teen pregnancy issues has been difficult to judge on the campaign trail, as he appears uncomfortable discussing such topics. Reporters asked the presumptive GOP presidential nominee in November 2007 whether he supported grants for sex education in the United States, whether such programs should include directions for using contraceptives and whether he supports President Bush's policy of promoting abstinence.

"Ahhh, I think I support the president's policy," McCain said.

When reporters pressed McCain whether the government should provide contraceptives or counseling on contraceptives, he replied, "You've stumped me." McCain said later that he was sure he opposed government spending on contraceptives. "

Entire article HERE

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What's Really Happening all Across America:

True Life: Im Addicted To Crystal Meth.
FULL SUMMARY
"Crystal meth is the most popular drug among young people in America, attracting more than 12 million people a year to try it. Highly addictive and cheap, Meth is a drug that wreaks havoc on its users, as well as lives of friends and family. Meth addicts quickly lose touch with reality and care about only one thing: their next fix. In this episode of True Life we meet several young people whose lives have been taken over by the drug and will explore the challenges they face trying to rid themselves of their addiction.

Ashlee, 21, lives in Fort Worth, Texas, and first tried crystal meth at the age of 14. She and boyfriend Brandon lived with her parents until a falling out split them up. With her life spinning out of control, Ashlee binges every few hours for days at a time and moves in with her friend, Paula, whose boyfriend has left and taken her children because of her drug use.

When their stash runs low, a desperate Paula takes to selling her body for any drugs she can get her hands on, even if she's unsure of what they are. After watching Paula's addiction get the best of her, Ashlee begs her mom to let her come home. Although they bump heads initially, they are eventually able to find common ground once Ashlee proves she can remain meth free. Ashlee's mother even allows Brandon to move back into the house so that the youngcouple can restart their relationship clean and sober.

Bryan, 27, has been living for nearly a year in Santa Barbara, Calif., with his 19-year-old fiance Jessica. Bryan has been using crystal meth every day in "mass amounts" for the past three years and has finally received an ultimatum from Jessica: either he gets sober, gets a sponsor and gets a job or they're finished.

When Jessica forces him out of the house until he's back on the straight and narrow, it's not long before Bryan resorts to buying $100 dollars worth of meth. Quickly realizing the error of his ways, he flushes his drugs down the toilet, turning instead to coffee as his new legal vice. Bryan is eventually successful in finding a sponsor, and soon after applies for a job with the city as a parks supervisor.

After a week of sobriety Bryan is able to test negative for crystal meth and is welcomed back into his home by his fiance. Ironically, after five weeks of sobriety, Jessica, who has now decided she wants to hold off on marriage, is the one who falls back into her old drug habits. Bryan stands by her as she tries to kick, but weeks later Jessica admits she's been doing cocaine and cheating on Bryan with her dealer. Although he admits he would have never quit crystal meth without Jessica's ultimatum, the two break up, but remain friends. Now fully sober, Bryan comes to the realization that crystal meth stopped him from living his life."

MTV's True Life - I'm Addicted To Crystal Meth - Part 3

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No, I myself have never used Crystal Meth or any other drug besides Ganja... Nor do I encourage anyone else to try any drug. All Drugs are addictive, including coffee, liquor, and tabacco.
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Missed...

...this event That Kanye Showed up at last night, because the people I roll with are fags. Need new friends...

His New Mix Tape can be found at 10.DEEP

My Favorite 2 Tracks would have to be "Whenever" and "The Prayer"
"Whenever" because of The Andre 3000 sample he used which was from the song "Pink & Blue" off the Album The Love Below.

Which was one of my favorite tracks off that album also.
"The Prayer" because of the melody, Plain Pat on the track and its simple goodness.
Shouts to KLEPTO,(who rocks spiffy Tees), for putting me on to the event.

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Upmost Disrespect

This is bullshit, don't give a fuck if it's a joke. It's disrespectful and shameful and propoganda. Would never be done to a white presidential nominee.
WHERE THE FUCK IS McCAIN's Republican Agenda on that cover?

Official Coverage HERE.

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Everywhere I Look..

... I see posers.
No I mean LITERALLY.
Looking at most pictures of people from.. let's say.... MySpace... and all I see are a bunch of Posers. Every frame looks pushed out and planned. Anyone who does happen to be different usually sticks out and sometimes you find a really cool, unique down to earth person.

BUT USUALLY EVERYONE IS TRYING WAY TOO HARD!
I don't know when the last time was that I updated a photo of myself onto MySpace. This is not because I haven't had many an oppurtunity, shit... I just went to a wedding and looked pretty fab, but took not one picture because:
a.) I am not a photographer and have no interest in being one.
b.) I like to take every minute of an experience in and usually have no time or the memory to take a picture of something I am enjoying in real time.
c.) Pictures are for memories...not a method of advertisement for yourself. ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVE NO MESSAGE or purpose you are trying to communicate. I feel in like 8 pics top, someone can get the picture of how you really look. And then not even, most people pics are photoshoped and angled to perfection.
d.) I know people in REAL LIFE and they KNOW ME IN REAL LIFE. So most of my friends already know I'm a bad bitch, ya digg? :P

Yet, for the few people I have used the internet to meet, we actually talk about some real shit and they feel my realness from afar.
And oneday we will meeet and light L's and drink 40's but It is in no way due to the fact that at every moment I feel I look "Good", I snap myself in the mirror. Or if I'm on a train platform on lets say 14th St. (Union Square, NYC MTA), do I turn the camera at myself and take pictures in front of people who are trying to get past me to get on the train home. And then after doing thar all day, ran home and uploaded pics. Naaah, it's cause I spit game, haha... joking... I'm just a very wordly, very blunt and punctual dork.

When I do go out with friends, I do not post up on walls in public and say "Yo, take this flic for my page!"

Now what I do do, is maintain my appearance on the daily and chill hardbody and enjoy every freakin minute of every day, yet I just don't feel the need to prove it to the masses.
But ask me about this post when I start my Label/Brand... and then it'll be a different story, but even then.... I will never crave to be an Attention Whore.
(They flock eventually)



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You Was Off Your Game, Now Everything Done Changed...

So now you'll be singing This: New Usher feat, Jay-Z Track "Best Thing"
But your reason was cause you were this?

Well you know what I think you should really do?
SUCK MY BALLS! (Cartman)

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The Return?

Nah, This is something new. This is the re-birth.
This last week got me thinking and changing. I've Morphed into a much more capable and determined A.
Albeit a little harder and colder too. But the water falling this morning was my baptism and I will never be the girl I was 4 years ago. But that's growing right? You get wiser and change. So I've changed and in my view... For The Better.
Fuck Lames. Step Up Your Life Game.




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In This Future Obsessed World...

... it's nice to see a Legend still making hits. I'm not going to lie, I was a bit annoyed when I heard that she's making yet ANOTHER album. But you can't take anything away from this woman, 20 years in the game, has a hot husband, beautiful kids, and is still making bangers. She knows what sounds good and what's in and she's almost 50! Well I never thought in a million years that Material Mom would be on a track with Kanye and I'm sure niether did he, but here it is...

Madonna Feat. Kanye West "The Beat Goes On." (Prod. by Pharrell)

Another Cool Track from the Album:
Madonna "She's Not Me"

Might post the whole thing when I have time, she has enough bread. ( But I don't if someone decides to sue me, so chill.)

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Wordless for once. Because you can't Be Speechless on a BLOG.

A Myspace friend of a friend's named JONESY posted this as a Bulletin on MySpace and it REALLY GOT ME THINKING:

I started to write an entire blog on my views of Politics; including the Election and The Popes visit to America. I wrote about what I thought happened on 9/11 and how we need to vote for someone that cares about the environment because we are wasting it. I wrote on how the war in Iraq is bullshit and the troops are brain washed. How kids in Africa are brain washed and given coke and gun powder like batteries get put in toy soldiers. How Iran and North Korea will demolish us and how South America is neglected and AIDS ridden. How American's are hated everywhere and why our oil is the cheapest in the world. Why Republican's made themselves American Royalty with profits from that oil.., and how that same Oil would never burn hot enough to melt down those 2 towers we have missing from our skyline. How you should really wear a face mask everywhere and how Airports in Japan remind you of that. How a woman will never win, and why this world is breaking at the seams... But then I hit some stupid fucking key and what I spent an hour writing is gone. And it will never matter. Because you guys don't listen anyway...

Lupe Explains It All... (click the green arrow)

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Willy B' Vet.

If you live in Williamsburg, Brooklyn and do not know what an Anytime meal at 2 am is... chances are you:

A.) Just got here from somewhere like Michigan and everyone from here wished you'd go back and stop screaming "Woooooohooo YEAH!" at 4am on our blocks.

B.) Lived here all your life, but never bothered to step 2 blocks North or South of the block you were born on.

C. Live here but feel your too rich to buy Chicken Fingers at some local "well drink" joint. Yet you paid a MILLION DOLLARS to live in.....drum roll please...... BROOKLYN!


My Soma pill^

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I've Joined Polow. Im a GarageBand Junkie.

So I am super late, but getting a mac was one of the best things that happened in my life. I've used them in working environments but not as a personal computer, ever.
I now realize what a waste my previous PC was, and how stupid I was for not converting sooner, (I went to a charter school and learned how to use a computer on touch screen macs).

Back to my point, iLife 08' is the coolest thing since Velcro Straps! I don't know how I ever lived without it.

There is this little program called GarageBand ( I'll call it GB for short).... Well this program meant the end of Fruity Loops for me, GB makes everything so easy it reminds me of painting on KidPix.
I'm not going to give an official review because it's nothing new and I am not a "Reviewer." If you'de like you may read one HERE
Anyway, it's genius and I'm hooked, I can't stop, someone save me, I haven't slept!



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