why would he make calls out the blue
now i'm awake, sleep is ???
hey hey hey hey don't say you will unless you will
hey hey hey hey don't say you will and play you will
i pray you will

mister so fly, crash lands in my room
can't waste no time he might leave soon
hey hey hey hey don't say you will... do
hey hey hey hey don't say you will, one day you will
i pray you will

when i grab your neck, i touch your soul
take off your cool, and lose control
hey hey hey hey don't say you will you will you will
hey hey hey hey don't say you will, if you will...
i pray you will

i wish this song would really come true
i admit i still fantasize about you
hey hey hey hey don't say you will you will you will
hey hey hey hey please say you will... for real
i pray you will

-Kanye West "Say You Will"

And THEN, you do something poignant...
And you say this:

I'm cold, I'm cold, I'm cold


I got the right to put up a fight
but not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and I might
see you in my nightmare, oh how did you get there
cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well

I got my life and its my only one
I got the night, I'm running from the sun
So goodnight, I made it out the door X 4
After tonight, there will be no return
After tonight, I'm taking off on the road
I'm taking off on the road

And that you know
Tell every one that you know
That I don't love you no more
And that's one thing that you know
That you know...

Okay I'm back up on my grind
You do you and I'm just gone do mine
You do you, cause I'm just gone be fine
Okay I got you out my mind
The night is young, the drinks is cold
The stars is out, I'm ready to go
You always thought I was always wrong
Well know you know...
Tell everybody everybody that you know!!
Tell everybody that you know
That I don't love you no more
And that's one thing that you know
That you know

I got the right to put up a fight
but not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and I might
see you in my nightmare, oh but how did you get there
cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well

Baby boy I'm finished
I thought we were committed
I thought we were cemented
How I thought we meant it
Now we just forgetting
Now we just resenting
The clouds in my vision
Look how high I be getting
And it`s all because of you
Boy we through
You think your shit don`t stink but you are Mr. P-U
And I don`t see you with me no more
Now tell everybody that you know
That you know!

That you know
Tell everybody that you know
That I don`t love you no more
And that`s one thing that you know
That you know
That you know
Tell everyone that you know
That I don`t love you no more
And that`s one thing that you know
That you know...
-Kanye West & Lil Wayne "See You In My Nightmares"

When you hear that one, know that it's done. I've seriously had people end up being in my Nightmares too. If Kanye can let a person get to them like this, we all can. No need to feel weak because you actually have emotions. Just go through it, let it sink in and find an outlet for any extreme emotion you are feeling. Eventually... one fucking day... it will pass.

-A
(I switched all female nouns to male ones)

So much

that I want to say and put on here today. I have no time though, big project at work. But maybe it's better for me to just stay shut right now. Shout out to my Anonymous commentator who posted all those vids in response to "Yup.. Same Shit.". You rock, wish I knew you.

-A

Niceness

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Yup... Same Shit

Don't Fucking Lie to Me.
Don'y Try to Play Me.
Don't Try To Get Over On Me.
Don't Try To Hide Things From Me.
Don't Try To Play Me
Don't Try To Play Me
Don't Try To Play Me
Stop Lying.
I already know.

-A

Seriously...

... All men should become Homos and All women should become Lesbos. We really don't like each other, you guys are too insensitive and we are too sensitive. I seriously am about to start taking male enhancement supplements so I can grow some balls. Like This Dude, this dude right here would be me:

That guy has balls.

-A

I go to a gun range every weekend,

...and I shoot Dessert Eagles.

Talk your shit.
I'm not supposed to care about blog comments but for some fucking reason, I obsess. I obsess over the way people perceive me on here all the time. It just boggles me that you guys really think I'm some loose, stupid bird when I try to make my posts and points as clear as possible. And what I am portraying are not those things at all. Call me a bitch fine , but "another statistic??" C'mon homie, you know for yourself and for the fact you keep checking back that, that is a lie. It's true I make $0 off of this thing but it's still one of passions, and yes... I put WORK into it. So as the "hood" says: "Real recognize Real," and I need to stop being whack and stressing my anti-fans. Any comment is better than no comments, so if I spark something up in your little heart, then fine. Don't stop swinging through, I just have to learn to accept your unwarranted views, because you are indeed choosing to read mine. If anyone feels I've disrespected them in anyway, even if you disrespected me first; I am sorry. If you want to know if I'm talking to you, just go back to the last post you commented on and check the comment section, whatever I had to say is there also. :D Thanks my lovlies and have a great day... you make me appreciate the people who know me in the real world so much more.

-A

In Other News:

Shashank Bengali: The threat of violence is ever-present in Congo. Part 1

Despite Congolese rebel leader Laurent Nkunda’s promise to support a UN backed cease fire, fighting in the Democratic Republic of Congo continues. Government forces battled Laurent Nkunda’s rebel army north of the provincial capital of Goma on the weekend, in a battle that has so far displaced at least 250,000 people since August. The current war is the deadliest since World War II, killing at least 5.4 million people.

Shashank Bengali is based in Nairobi, Kenya, and writes about sub-Saharan Africa. He has reported for McClatchy from more than 25 countries and covered conflicts in Somalia, Sudan, Lebanon, Iraq and Georgia. Before moving to Africa in 2005, he was a roving correspondent for The Kansas City Star. Originally from the Los Angeles area, Shashank studied at the University of Southern California and at Harvard University, where he earned a Master's degree in public policy. He speaks French and broken Kiswahili.

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This combined with analyst predicting we will need 2 new planets by 2030 to survive, brought my spirits even lower. Obama also skipped UN Climate talks, I'm sure it's a little over done and he probably really didn't need to be there... but that doesn't look good to anyone ready to criticize his every mood MOVE*.

-A

It's GOOD © Borat!

USB 3.0 will deliver a tenfold speed increase:

"Fasten your seat belts — data transfer is going into overdrive.

The ubiquitous Universal Serial Bus, better known as USB, is on track to make its first major upgrade in eight years — a tenfold speed increase over the current USB 2.0 standard. That means we'll be able to rip music, video, photos from the vast array of peripherals we connect to our computers much more quickly, and it makes such up-and-coming devices as HD video cameras that much more practical.

USB 3.0 will also deliver greater power efficiency and the ability to recharge a wider variety of gadgets — and it will most likely mean the death of the competing standard known as FireWire.

To get a sense of the speed increase, consider this: Under USB 2.0 it takes about 10 minutes to transfer a high-def video from a Blu-ray disc. With USB 3.0, it will take just about a minute."

Woo Hoo!Can't wait to upload the latest Bestiality vids of my friends to my other friends! :D

SOURCE: Wired Blog

-A
(Do i really have to say I'm joking?)

I'm At Work...

...So 808's & Heartbreak and Q-Tip's The Renaissance are on my mac at home. Therefore the download links and imeem streams will have to wait until later. The point of this post is just for you guys to hear these tracks and get what I'm feeling.
As I hop in a cab to 60th and 5th today "Streetlights" will be playing. As I ride the L line back home, "You" will be playing. When I get home and start to cook, "Say You Will" will start to play on the 7 speaker/2 Sub Woofer Surround Sound system I just bought . I'm Cold.

(Fuckin video for this suck bollas.)

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It Was You?

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The Official Vid My Def Jam rep showed me for this is from the listening party... All Bush and Titties:


-A

Rihanna Is Pantless Through The Entire Thing

Seriously, she's in glorified panties the whole time. Loved this song when this album came out like One year ago (SHE IS MILKING THE SHIT OUT OF THIS ONE.) "Rehab" is still mine and the ladies go to song during "He's such an asshole!/I can't breathe when he's not around," moments. JT is the icing on the cake, my commentators are going to have a field day with this on but: The ONLY white dude i'll put aside the size issue for is Justin. I would destroy that then try to hubby it up in any way possible. Meheh.


-A

Sky High Remix Album

Produced By Plain Pat... That's all I gotta hear and I'm all for it.
Here's what DJ Benzi who put the project together, had to say about it: "This Kanye West remix project came together about a year and half ago when me and Plain Pat met and we can discussing possible ideas for the next Kanye West mixtape following "Cant Tell Me Nothing". He had heard my previous projects with Lil Wayne & The Clipse and knew I could line up the best producers to rework Kanye's classics from Graduation. Over the next year or so I worked slowly to get the right producers in line and then the remixes started coming in. We always wanted to time it right before Kanye's next album to help promote it and so now the time is perfect. The mixtape has came out crazy and I hope to keep bangingout these types of projects for any artists that are interested!"

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Here It Is:


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Steve would have loved this:

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Foriegn Policy Fact of the day

Q:How did "Al-Queda" start?
A: According to Robin Cook:
In a column for the Guardian four weeks before his death, Cook caused a stir when he described Al-Qaeda as a product of a western intelligence:

“ Bin Laden was, though, a product of a monumental miscalculation by western security agencies. Throughout the 80s he was armed by the CIA and funded by the Saudis to wage jihad against the Russian occupation of Afghanistan. Al-Qaida, literally "the database", was originally the computer file of the thousands of mujahideen who were recruited and trained with help from the CIA to defeat the Russians.[13] ”

Wiki Article HERE

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You be the judge, I'm just spittin knowledge.

-A

Because you don't have time to check FailBlog:

I'd bet you anything, they were Dominican ;)

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And: This bitch deserved this-


-A

Joe Budden Is Cool

...Or I guess. Judging from his Video Blog files; I 'd say he's pretty cool. a typical ghetto rapper. This is one where he meets an Old Racist Man. Only thing is, he is speaking French so you really can't understand the viejo, but you get the point:

?

-A

Bill Maher Season Finale

:( No more un-bias, politically in-correct, smart comments from Captain SaveAhoe. This was last nights episode:

It featured one of the most awkward interviews I have ever witnessed:

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On another note: No good new music out today...fuck,(can not write even one post without a curse in it).

-A