The Phar Side

why would he make calls out the blue
now i'm awake, sleep is ???
hey hey hey hey don't say you will unless you will
hey hey hey hey don't say you will and play you will
i pray you will

mister so fly, crash lands in my room
can't waste no time he might leave soon
hey hey hey hey don't say you will... do
hey hey hey hey don't say you will, one day you will
i pray you will

when i grab your neck, i touch your soul
take off your cool, and lose control
hey hey hey hey don't say you will you will you will
hey hey hey hey don't say you will, if you will...
i pray you will

i wish this song would really come true
i admit i still fantasize about you
hey hey hey hey don't say you will you will you will
hey hey hey hey please say you will... for real
i pray you will

-Kanye West "Say You Will"

And THEN, you do something poignant...
And you say this:

I'm cold, I'm cold, I'm cold


I got the right to put up a fight
but not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and I might
see you in my nightmare, oh how did you get there
cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well

I got my life and its my only one
I got the night, I'm running from the sun
So goodnight, I made it out the door X 4
After tonight, there will be no return
After tonight, I'm taking off on the road
I'm taking off on the road

And that you know
Tell every one that you know
That I don't love you no more
And that's one thing that you know
That you know...

Okay I'm back up on my grind
You do you and I'm just gone do mine
You do you, cause I'm just gone be fine
Okay I got you out my mind
The night is young, the drinks is cold
The stars is out, I'm ready to go
You always thought I was always wrong
Well know you know...
Tell everybody everybody that you know!!
Tell everybody that you know
That I don't love you no more
And that's one thing that you know
That you know

I got the right to put up a fight
but not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and I might
see you in my nightmare, oh but how did you get there
cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well

Baby boy I'm finished
I thought we were committed
I thought we were cemented
How I thought we meant it
Now we just forgetting
Now we just resenting
The clouds in my vision
Look how high I be getting
And it`s all because of you
Boy we through
You think your shit don`t stink but you are Mr. P-U
And I don`t see you with me no more
Now tell everybody that you know
That you know!

That you know
Tell everybody that you know
That I don`t love you no more
And that`s one thing that you know
That you know
That you know
Tell everyone that you know
That I don`t love you no more
And that`s one thing that you know
That you know...
-Kanye West & Lil Wayne "See You In My Nightmares"

When you hear that one, know that it's done. I've seriously had people end up being in my Nightmares too. If Kanye can let a person get to them like this, we all can. No need to feel weak because you actually have emotions. Just go through it, let it sink in and find an outlet for any extreme emotion you are feeling. Eventually... one fucking day... it will pass.

-A
(I switched all female nouns to male ones)