Cut To 3 Minutes in if you think it's too long:

HaH This next clip is what this movie is though:

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That movie affects my dreams til' this day. Lol.
-A

IDK, I'm feeling LOCA.

I feel like getting on here and saying "FUCK THE WORLD! YOU'RE ALL HOPELESS!"
But that's not true, there are still a LOT of good people out there. Not a huge majority...
But still enough for me not to say "FUCK EVERYONE!"

Like my friends for instance:

My friends are assholes sometimes to other people, but have never really shitted on me, so I can't complain about them.
And occasionally I cross paths with other people who are genuinely cool and chill and sincere enough that they become friends with me anyway... So case in point is; that we only like people who are like us. Maybe not exactly like you or me, but you both agree on enough topics that you do not HATE or LOATHE each other.

Family is also another good "no, they're cool" example:

They may be crazy and you may not always agree on everything, but (if your family isn't a Jerry Springer case), then you should appreciate them. You should make them a part of your life because they are really the only ones who are capable of having any real love for you. We might not all find our own soul-mates and make a beautiful family of our own, so appreciating the family we do have, while they are still here, is something I recommend any person coming into adult hood do. They should fall outside of any other standards you have to love someone, because they're your family. They should always be forgiven, unless like I said; ya'll on some fucked up, Jerry Springer, "I have issues, I need therapy," shit. And if that is the case, you better be a damn strong person and build your life up again and keep it moving... I'm sure with therapy and money and an education you'll be fine. You'd just need to get passed it.

As far as everyone else:

How do you deal? I don't know. I really don't. I don't know what to do with people that betray you. But I do know that when you have yourself put together and you don't need or depend on anyone... that those people don't matter. Mentally you may doubt yourself, but you shouldn't. You have managed to get to an independent state in life and should be knowledgeable enough to know how to make yourself feel better... Go shopping, clean the house, take a drive, go to the shooting range, go to the gym, go play some baseballl, go watch a game, go to a museum, go to a spa, go on vacay, have sex (with protection on, because that leads to a whole other mess if not done safely), well maybe not even sex because getting on to a whole other post on "Significant Others"... needs to be saved for later on. Because that, that my friends I have not figured out... We can all front about those situations like hard ass mother fuckers but we ALL know the deal. Even the most cocky artists who are unfazed by weakness drop Heartache albums.

-A
"I'm good homie, more or less
Just gotta thank God
I'm Fresh."

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And then Q drops some shit and there is hope in the world:

Damn Ye Why?

I'll tell You Why:
Kanye is going through some shit...
Hence his new album.
Leave him the fuck alone. If he says, "Don't photograph me," one should listen. It should be every human being's right to refuse the press. I know its one of our freedoms, but that freedom was to be used for ones own thoughts. Not to exploit other people.

He got hood though. Damn, they almost got rid of all the evidence.

-A

Today Calls For:

Download: Kanye West - "Love Lockdown UNMASTERED"

I know I'm supposed to be gone, but this is very blog worthy. And it being 9/11 and all, it seems like the grey day has all our hearts thumping a little slower.

"You Choose
You Choose
You Choooooose!"

-A

My Bloggin Skills Currently...

... suck balls. I've been hard at work looking for a 9-5 gig and I finally got one. I'm not sure if this means more or less blogging, buuuut: I ain't comin back til' I have actual content. Fuck this, the new comers have been on point and on grind , while I'm falling off. I'll be back like Kim Kardash though... So don't sleep.

-A

Oh, AND
STOP JOCKIN! Find your own cotdamn Graphs! Unorignial ass moa' fuckas'.