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Friday, September 25, 2009
Honestly #3
I've never been good with having the right words. The wrong ones on the other hand?
Oh that is a gift I indeed possess.
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Oh that is a gift I indeed possess.
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I've been watching too much Dexter.
For real. I know this because this fucking retarded show has me comparing myself to other people. As in "I'm different because _______."
Nooooo I'm not a serial killer and have no desire to even remotely hurt people. Well unless of course my life or the life of a family member is being threatened. But this was not my point...
Dexter constantly puts himself up against other people and notices the huge gap.
All emo shit aside... I can relate. There's this sense that you are somehow cut from a different cloth, somewhere along the way you learned something different that in turn made you different. I am not Dexter though in the sense that I am not so deep into my own way of thinking that I have developed a psychosis. I am able to think outside the box and relate to those whom can hardly do the same in return.
It's been very rare to come across people that I can hold to that same regard. Very few people get it. Those whom I have met are obviously my closest friends. Not always my longest friends but indeed my closest. So, when one of those people has been lost, it feels like a piece of the puzzle went missing. The puzzle being the bigger picture of course. These people somehow manage to help you see things in yourself that you never noticed. Dexter has/had these people also. We all need those people.
In a sense the best of these people end up being a companion & in turn your spouse and/or mate. Yet it's best to clarify that in my reality, it's not so much the person who can understand you; but more the person who is like you. To me, Anything besides the person like you... is just a person that is judging you. Judging and relating are two very different things. I feel you need to relate to a human to truly connect with them. You need to see yourself in someone else.
Eventually in typical "Love stories," this then leads to that pair being so connected they're emotions work in unison. Subsequently to truly care would mean that person's happiness becomes your own, and your happiness helps them thrive.
I honestly know nothing about that common denominator.
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Nooooo I'm not a serial killer and have no desire to even remotely hurt people. Well unless of course my life or the life of a family member is being threatened. But this was not my point...
Dexter constantly puts himself up against other people and notices the huge gap.
All emo shit aside... I can relate. There's this sense that you are somehow cut from a different cloth, somewhere along the way you learned something different that in turn made you different. I am not Dexter though in the sense that I am not so deep into my own way of thinking that I have developed a psychosis. I am able to think outside the box and relate to those whom can hardly do the same in return.
It's been very rare to come across people that I can hold to that same regard. Very few people get it. Those whom I have met are obviously my closest friends. Not always my longest friends but indeed my closest. So, when one of those people has been lost, it feels like a piece of the puzzle went missing. The puzzle being the bigger picture of course. These people somehow manage to help you see things in yourself that you never noticed. Dexter has/had these people also. We all need those people.
In a sense the best of these people end up being a companion & in turn your spouse and/or mate. Yet it's best to clarify that in my reality, it's not so much the person who can understand you; but more the person who is like you. To me, Anything besides the person like you... is just a person that is judging you. Judging and relating are two very different things. I feel you need to relate to a human to truly connect with them. You need to see yourself in someone else.
Eventually in typical "Love stories," this then leads to that pair being so connected they're emotions work in unison. Subsequently to truly care would mean that person's happiness becomes your own, and your happiness helps them thrive.
I honestly know nothing about that common denominator.
-A
It all changes yet manages to stay Exactly the same,
I'm not a poet, a writer or a rhymer.
These are just my thoughts...
[that shoud be my "Bio"]
Anyway seems obvious that this right here: (spec of space on the internet, titled "My Blog"), is somehow equivalent to the therapist chair.
i.e.: Come over (type address in address bar), sit in the chair (sign in to blogger), sit down (click edit new post) and spill (spill).
I like the word SPILL. Definitions: -to cause or allow especially accidentally or unintentionally to fall, flow, or run out so as to be lost or wasted. or -to spread profusely or beyond bounds.
Hmph.
?????
As to say that once something has spilled out it can no longer be retrieved = TRUE.
So I watch what I spill.
Yet to say that in turn would be an oxymoron. Due to the fact I would then be saying you can control spillage and that is simply FALSE.
I was going to use this post to write about what I think of other people. Specifically people who pretend. i.e.: You redo the whole facade of a house but never renovate the inside. Or paint the walls but never fix the plumbing. But who the fuck cares about those people?
I've been one of those people before. I watched what I said once upon a time, I used to care what my peers thought. I've even gone out my way to win people over.
Those things are now tiring. I rather show you upfront what you're working with.
-A
These are just my thoughts...
[that shoud be my "Bio"]
Anyway seems obvious that this right here: (spec of space on the internet, titled "My Blog"), is somehow equivalent to the therapist chair.
i.e.: Come over (type address in address bar), sit in the chair (sign in to blogger), sit down (click edit new post) and spill (spill).
I like the word SPILL. Definitions: -to cause or allow especially accidentally or unintentionally to fall, flow, or run out so as to be lost or wasted. or -to spread profusely or beyond bounds.
Hmph.
?????
As to say that once something has spilled out it can no longer be retrieved = TRUE.
So I watch what I spill.
Yet to say that in turn would be an oxymoron. Due to the fact I would then be saying you can control spillage and that is simply FALSE.
I was going to use this post to write about what I think of other people. Specifically people who pretend. i.e.: You redo the whole facade of a house but never renovate the inside. Or paint the walls but never fix the plumbing. But who the fuck cares about those people?
I've been one of those people before. I watched what I said once upon a time, I used to care what my peers thought. I've even gone out my way to win people over.
Those things are now tiring. I rather show you upfront what you're working with.
-A