Monday, March 17, 2008

Natural Beauty.

-is Hard to come by in our "Photoshopped" world. I'm talking about the internet communication world that is. Yet, to me it's not that bad when girls are fake on internet profiles. The reason being that it can't be carried out on to the street.
I happen to live in the real world, where you can't blur out your flaws and lighten up the real you easily. Out here if you put on a pound of makeup... it shows. Trust me girls, it does.
Anywho, I don't know what I'm getting at here, but I'm just tired of the fakeness. How people put up fake personas and get different sorts of celebrity for it. Especially when they are not really even that interesting, they just look good in pictures.
I've never felt threatened by another female because I will never care what the next's person preference over me is... But I have been annoyed.
Annoyed by girls who feel the need to hype themselves up more than deserved, and of girls who are supposed to be "cool," stalking me on MySpace. All of these girls would be able to do their fair share of guys, but are worried about me, like if I'm lurking in the shadows. The hidden threat.

Well BOOYA!
I'm here, I've always been here. I am my true self at all points in my life. Me, every minute of everyday. If you think I try hard to be this great, your wrong. My natural allure comes from growing up and learning myself. It comes from Learning that no one really matters but you, because the only one feeling what you feel, is well... you.
Im not done experiencing life though. I have much more blooming to do as the years go by.
If you think I'm tooting my own horn, fuck off. Your not forced to read this...

I just need people to decipher the REAL from the Fakes.
I don't try to portray anything other than what already comes to me naturally. I don't need approval, (trust me, I only have 100 MySpace friends.)

So if I'm naturally beautiful, Please forgive me.

Fuck that, I take it back.
I make no apologies.



-A

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